Reporting to you live, dear readers from platform nine and three-quarters in Ft. Lauderdale, Florida.

I'm waiting to get on ANOTHER plane. I took one to here, and I nearly died on the inside. Now I'm waiting for yet another. The plane I'm supposed to be on is broken and getting fixed and we're supposed to be able to board in ten or so minutes, though we probably won't be leaving until eleven.

I have been up since three.

I am delusional.

I do not like airplanes.

I am afraid to get on this other one. I would like to stay here please and maybe drive back home? That would make my freaking week.

I think I have to board now. Hope that I don't die.

Accomplishments, accomplishments.

I feel extremely accomplished today.

First, I woke up before noon.

Second, I babysat for some adorable twins. And got twenty dollars.

Third, I went to Value World and bought prettyful skirts for school.

Fourth, I went to the bank and talked to the lady mostly by myself and put in money and didn't spend it.

Fifth, I went to the Farmer's Market with my mother and we bought lots of delicious foodies for only five dollars.

Sixth, I plotted out my story some more and then realized that half of it doesn't work. So I scrapped that and with the help of several friends, I am plotting a new way for it to work.

Seventh, I will finish blogging as soon as I click that big, orange 'PUBLISH POST' button.

Today's fish is trout a la creme.

I don't remember why that popped into my head. My dad probably said it today.

I feel like there's not much to say today except for the few things following this. Expect this to be a short post.

Doctors are sadistic. I mean, they stab you with pieces of metal and make you bleed or put stuff into you. And it's painful. I'm feeling this way because today, I went to the doctor for a check-up-type-thing and they stabbed me. TWICE. I mean, if they wanted me to die, they could have slit my wrists or something. But NOOOOOOOOOOO they had to stab me. And needles in my book are the worst things to ever be created.

I think that's all I really have to say. I'm just a lazy person today, but I promise you three or four readers that I will have an ultra-fabulous long one tomorrow. :D

Oh! That reminds me, I want to know how many people read this as of now, so when you read this, please comment with just like, your name or whatever. Or some random sentence. Or what you want me to blog about next. :D I would love all of you guys forever if you did that.

I have become a failure at blagging.

I was all 'I'M GOING TO BLAG EVERY DAY AND BE THE COOLEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!'. Not. But I'm trying. It's better than a few times a month.

In other news... (can you tell that I like that saying?) I watched The Matrix for the first time ever. I feel like a bad nerd. I kinda hated it and loved it at the same time. The part I hated was all the gross parts that I'm a total wimp about. Like the thingy in the back of their heads and the goo and the injury thingys. I loved all the actiony stuff and the chases and junk. But I also hated the parts that were SOOOOOOO CONFUSING. It's like they created it just to try to be mysterious.

It's officially the first day of August now. It's my uncle's birthday. (HAPPY BRITHDAY, UNCLE BRIAN! :D) And according to my mother, a billion other people's birthdays and anniversaries. Yesterday was Harry Potter's birthday along with my (ready for a long list of relations?) mom's best friend's niece's newborn son's birthday. I saw him in the hospital today. He's so cute.

Last night (meaning Friday night), there was my brother's swim team banquet. It was funish. I got a paper plate award even though I wasn't on the team (I just filled in when they needed me.) and I'm actually considering joining the team (again) next year. It was a little bogus when we got to the swimming part. (The first half is the banquet and paper plate awards while we wait for the pool to empty from regular people who go there. At eight, the pool closes to the public, and we swim from eight to ten. It used to be until midnight, but most people left around eleven, so they switched it so that they wouldn't have to pay the lifeguards so much.) The slide was broken. And that's half of the fun of the swimming part. (The other half is the watermelon.) I mean, we can do all the stuff we can't during the day. We can do trains, we can climb up the slide, we can walk down, etc. But not tonight. We couldn't even go down without the water going.

On a completely different note, one of the 851 anagrams for my full name is Bra Nine Hug. How beautiful is that?

Why does my brain not function when I'm not chatting with people? And why is everyone getting off all of a sudden? It's really depressing.

Golly, I never realized I had so many fears until I listed them all.

I've really been putting this off. I don't know what to blog about. Again.

I'm thinking I'm going to write about all of my mental and irrational fears. But that might take forever. This could be part one or something.

• The dark.

I've always been afraid of the dark. I'm usually good in my room, but anywhere else I'll be turning on little lights or something. I think the reason I'm terrified of the dark is because it's all... dark. And you can't see the people coming in to kill you with your brother's baseball bat that they found in the garage when they broke in.

• Heights.

I don't trust things. Machines, people, trees. I have panic attacks at the top of ferris wheels, I can't ride rollercoasters, (though mostly because I'm afraid I'll puke, which is another one of my fears.) and climbing trees has been scary recently. Probably because a few years ago I fell out of a tree and broke my arm.

• Needles.

That's probably my biggest fear. I'll handle the other stuff if I absolutely have to, but I'll scream and cry like a baby if I'm near a needle that's trying to stab me. And I've been really freaked out recently because my mom wants me to get my blood drawn which is like... A BIG NEEDLE in my arm for like, FOREVER. D: Augh. Kill me now. And I'm even afraid of watching Gigi give herself her insulin shots. It's terrifying. I have to look away.

• Spiders and bugs in general (besides Ladybugs, and Rolly Polies.)
  

They're all just so CREEPY and crawly and oh my god it's the most terrifying thing EVAR. The centipede things like to hide in my bathtub and I don't know where I'll find a spider next. I'm lucky to have a brother who can kill them for me.

• People.

Like people at the store or the bank (oh gods, today my mom made me talk to the bank teller lady. IT WAS SO TRAUMATIC.) or people who randomly come up to you on the street and ask for directions. I never know what to say to those people. Oh, and people on the phone. For example, if I'm calling a friend and their parent or sibling picks up I totally freak out and sometimes I just hang up the phone.

• Crying in public.

I don't even know why this is an issue for me because I hardly ever cry, but if I ever did it in a place that's not my room or when I get hurt, I totally am freaked out.

• Getting sick in public.

Oh gods, I'm always so paranoid about that kinda thing. Like, if I feel the slightest bit dizzy, I'm all 'Okay, if I pass out, what would I hit?' or if my stomach hurts, I plan an excape route to a bathroom or a garbage can.

• Scary/gory movies, and TV shows like CSI and hospital shows and icky stuff like that.
  

I don't even know if this counts as a fear, but I'm totally afraid of watching scary movies or anything because I totally freak out and hide in my room and not sleep. And if I see someone on TV who is getting stabbed by a needle, I freak out and start like, going mental. And if I watch hospitally shows, and they're talking about symptoms of this terrible disease or something, I'm running through my head and trying to figure out if I have any of them and I'm thinking that I'm going to die if I have more than two of them. I totally know that they're fake when it's a show where someone's hurt and all bleedy and stuff, but it's still so horribly real-looking.

• Going somewhere at the wrong time or on the wrong day or forgetting to go somewhere and showing up late.

I'm always triple checking that I have the right day when I'm going somewhere because it's so awkward if I show up when I'm not supposed to. And going there on the wrong day leads to talking to people, which is another fear of mine. :D And if I show up late, everyone looks at me and whoever's talking totally is like 'Hello, Erin, why are you late?' and I have to run through my head and remember why I was late, but I end up standing there for a few seconds looking dumb before I say anything.

• Saying hi to someone that you think you know but it ends up just being a random.

That is scary. It's talking to someone I don't know and it leads to an awkward silence and golly, all these fears are getting oddly specific.

I think I'm done for now because I have to get up early and I'm kinda tired. Toodles. Part two will probably be tomorrow if I have time.

In other news, I am thoroughly freaked out.

Though that's not really saying much. I get freaked out about everything. The dark, spiders, storms, heights, the thought of people breaking into my house (WHAT IF THEY KILL ME?), war, oil spills, and more recently, the future.

I had told myself I wouldn't blog anymore today, just in case I run out of ideas some other day, but I think this post is of extreme urgency to my mental health. I find that I become less freaked out if I talk about it or something. So...

Everyone knows about how the Mayan calendar stops in December of 2012 when translated to present calendar-ness. Last year or the year before, I discovered this while chatting with a friend about how the world will end. I was all 'ZOMBIES' or something, and she was all 'ZOMG 2012'. I was all 'Wait. What?' and she linked me to this really scientific page about how the stars are all funky and the Mayan calendar and a bunch of stuff that I totally freaked out about. I went and shared my freak-out with my parents, and they pretty much laughed at me and told me it was all a myth and mumbo-jumbo. But I kept on searching it on google because when I'm freaked out, usually facts and more information on it set my mind at ease. Now, two(ish) years and a movie about it later, I'm planning on waking up on the twenty-first of December in 2012 and I'll be all BRING IT, WORLD. I think the stamp below explains my feelings. So I'm at peace with 2012 because people have hyped it up and now it just seems like a silly thing that some idiot at school made up to freak everyone out. You know what I'm talking about, right?

So, now that I've talked about 2012, I'm hoping that you know that that's not what I'm freaking out about. It's something kinda related in the end of the world kind of way.

I doubt many people really know about this, so I'm educating y'all.

So there was this lady who was born in the Ottoman Empire back in the day (1911). Her name was Vangelia Pandeva Dimitrova, but she was more commonly known as Baba Vanga. When she was twelve, apparently she was in a really bad storm and was picked up by either a tornado or really strong wind. She was found (alive) pretty far away, and she had sand in her eyes which blinded her.

After that, she began predicting things (WHICH IS TOTALLY WHAT IS FREAKING ME OUT) which includes the 'End of the World' and her eventual death. She predicted 9/11 and the sinking of a Russian sub ten and twenty years in advance.

In 1989, Baba Vanga said the following:
"Horror, horror! The American brethren will fall after being attacked by the steel birds. The wolves will be howling in a bush, and innocent blood will be gushing."
People have interpreted this by taking 'American brethren' to mean the Twin Towers, since they are American and technically brothers (twins). Steel birds are obviously planes, and Bush literally means George Bush. HOW FREAKING SCARY IS THAT?

In 1980 she said:
"At the turn of the century, in August of 1999 or 2000, Kursk will be covered with water, and the whole world will be weeping over it."
Kursk was the name of a Russian city as well a submarine named after the city. In August of 2000, the sub sunk. How freaky is that?

And she's predicted a bunch of other things that will happen in the future. That's totally what's giving me a panic attack now. Prepare for a long list.

• 2010-World War III begins in November and it turns into a nuclear war.
• 2011- The entire Northern Hemisphere is destroyed and lifeless for the most part because of radioactive showers.
• 2014- As a result of all the radioactiveness of the world, most of the population will have skin cancer and other various disease of that sort.
• 2016- Europe has close to no people living there.
• 2018-China becomes new world superpower.
• 2023- Earth's orbit will change.
• 2025- Europe continues to be underpopulated.
• 2028- New energy source is found, flight to Venus will depart, hunger is ended.
• 2033- Sea levels rise because of melting ice caps.
• 2043- Economy is getting better and better, Muslims run Europe.
• 2046- Organs can be reproduced and is the new cure for most diseases.
• 2066- U.S. uses climate changing weapon on Muslims, centered in Rome.
• 2076- Communism.
• 2084- Nature rebuilds itself from all the uckness.
• 2088- New disease that ages you really quickly.
• 2097- Aging disease cured.
• 2100-Artificial sun is created to light the dark side of Earth.
• 2111- People become robots(?) Does that mean... cyborgs? YES.
• 2123- Small wars between small countries. No one intervenes.
• 2125- Signals from aliens recived in Hungary. Baba Vanga is remembered because it is said she could communicate with the aliens.
• 2130- Aliens teach us how to live underwater; civilizations there are created.
• 2164- Animals become human hybrids. (Uhm, bestiality?)
• 2167- New major religion.
• 2170- Big drought.
• 2183- A colony on Mars gets independence through threatening with nuclear weapons.
• 2187- Big volcanic eruptions will be stopped.
• 2195- Underwater places will have their own energy and food.
• 2196- New race from mixing of the races.
• 2201- Gets colder because sun begins to shut down.
• 2221- While searching for more aliens, we'll come across something terrible. (Like what? Death-aliens?)
• 2256- Space ship transfers a disease to Earth.
• 2262- Planets begin to shift orbits and Mars might get hit by a comet.
• 2271- Laws of Physics are changed. (How is that even possible?)
• 2273- Only one race from all the mixing.
• 2279- 'Power obtained from nothing'. People think that means a black hole or some kind of vacuum.
• 2288- Time travel? Alien contact? (Didn't that already happen? Or another kind of aliens?)
• 2291- Sun continues to cool. People try to stop it.
• 2296- Big explosions in the sun, gravity gets screwed up.
• 2299- A France rebellion against the Muslims.
• 2302- Secrets and laws of space and the universe are revealed.
• 2304- Secrets of the moon revealed?
• 2341- Something bad will come at Earth from space. (I KNEW THAT DREAM THAT I HAD A WEEK AGO MEANT SOMETHING.)
• 2354- Screw up with artificial sun(s)? creates a drought.
• 2371- World hunger. (Golly, it's not like that's ever happened before.)
• 2378- New fast-growing race. (Like a human race or what?)
• 2480- Artificial suns will hit each other and the Earth is all dark and stuff.
• 3005- War on Mars changes orbit.
• 3010- Comet hits the moon, destroying it.
• 3797- Everything on Earth is dead, but we're advanced enough to move somewhere else.
• 3803- New planet has only a few people on it. Communications between people on different planets is rare. Mutations because of new planets.
• 3805- Battle of resources, half of people die out.
• 3815- War ends.
• 3854- Development stops. People become savages.
• 3871- A prophet tells people of morals and religion.
• 3874- Prophet is accepted by everyone, and a new religion is created.
• 3878- Church re-teaches forgotten sciences.
• 4302- New cities growing, new religion promotes advances in technology and other things of that nature. Scientists figure out something about diseases and behaviors.
• 4304- Discovers a way to battle any disease.
• 4308- Because of mutations, people can use their brains at a 34% capacity. People forget what hate and evil is.
• 4509- Man can communicate with 'god'.
• 4599- Immortality is achieved.
• 4674- Development peaks, 340 billion people on several different planets. Begin to understand and befriend aliens.
• 5076- A boundary universe? (Did they discover that our universe is one or it becomes one or what?)
  
• 5078- People decide to leave the boundaries, though a bunch of people are against it.

• 5079-The end of the world.

OH MY GODS, I AM PANIC ATTACKING.

Isn't that freaky? -rant rant rant- Good gods, I'm going to die. We're all going to die. Augh. HELP ME. Someone put my in a straight jacket and in a room with padded walls. I think that will help.